TV Show FiIming Test Footage in South Field

Well, South Field is now called Union Point, but whatever....

I went there to shoot some test footage and I bloated up so much without eating anything but a handful of green beans and water. By the time I left my house I felt pregnant! Stinkin' Hormones!

Anyways, I still had not received my paychecks from my videography contractor work over a month ago, so even tho' I'm producing some TV show content, I can;t afford to even meet with people, because transportation isn't free, and neither is coffee. I'd been doing visual effects editing all week, and most of last week as well, on the After life scene from "The Holy Maple Tree" which is my friend's film.

Anyways, I have multiple new lenses now, but I don;t have a camera man, nor a model on hand... so I have myself. It was cold most of the month, but today the heat came on full force, and so did the haze & humidity. My makeup was perfect, but I had to pack up everything, and fit it into a wheeled luggage case and walk there all by myself.

As always, male human beings frequently shout at me when I'm shooting. Honestly, dudes, ur not clever, nor funny. Just rude.

The was an event at the old Naval Airbase Aircraft Hanger now named "The Hang Out", but I'm broke. I would've gone over at night, but I was so tapped out of energy by the multiple takes, that eventually I had to sit on the grass in the shade once the thick haze blue away and the full sunlight came out by 7:30 PM. It was so hot, and my makeup, which was originally perfect, felt like it was melting off of me.

First take during the haze on my favorite old Kit lens:

Vintage 1972 FD CANON Lens 

This lens is supposed to be the same as my old kit lens, but it's the new one, and it actually has a wider shot range, and focuses differently. I prefer the look of human faces on the old one, but this one is better for filming, generally...

The haze passes and the sun is full shine.

Fort Lauderdale FL in Mid March

Gonna be in Fort Lauderdale w my family in mid March for about a week.
I do plan on shooting some video & photography.

I figured, MAYBE, I could do some Piratey stuff too.

I'm hoping my father has some dolphin stuff planned for my kid.

I'm also wanting to see some mermaids.

I got some new cameras, and camera equipment, including a budget Action camera that can shoot underwater, similar to a GoPro.

I'm In Black Beard's Pirate Film!

Back in 2012, I went to the Marcus Hook (PA) Pirate Festival, but unfortunately had to leave early due to my spouse's social anxieties, and despite being ultra popular and invited to all sorts of parties, invite only events, and more, my spouse was hell-bent on going to NYC ruining everything for me, plus, I also had tickets to see "Beats Antique" about a week later and couldn't. The fact that I'd just been canned from job was leverage enough for my spouse to stronghold me into doing whatever he wanted.

I knew there was a film being shot, that entire weekend for Blackbeard's documentary film. But, I'd really barely heard any updates on it, you would think I would. But, then it was suggested that the footage of myself and Pirate Pebbs might not have been included, so I guess I figured that was maybe why no one really notified me about it. I also had trouble narrowing down where to find any info on it back in 2012-2013, and eventually just forgot about it. (But, if you know me, I can find ANYTHING. if it's in the public domain, or even if it's hidden, I will ALWAYS find it.) 

Like most events I go to in costume, especially with Pirate Pebbs, so much stuff occurs that my entire memory of events is a blur. So much happened at Comic Con that year that I can barely recall anything at all. As for the Pirate festival, I remember strutting around with Pirate Pebbs and Black Beard, and doing interviews, posing for so many photos, and also hobnobbing with several groups, troops, and being followed by flirty Pirates, or bunches & bunches of children fans. I also did everything entirely sober, even tho' I was invited to exclusive drinking parties that evening, I was totally dry..... but, I was drinking at a big pub party the evening before with Black Beard.

Well, it suffices to say, I found the trailer to the film, and also found the website.

And, I actually made it into the Trailer!

You can see me live improv' dancing!

I actually still haven't seen the film yet. I just found it this afternoon!

The Film is Called "Treasure; The Story of Marcus Hook"

The website for the film is HERE
No, it isn't free.

National Cleavage Day?

National Cleavage Day? 

I'm not really even sure whether this post in all that necessary. Pirates and cleavage, kinda go hand in hand... Oops! did that sound dirty?

Well, I must say cleavage is kinda what we all enjoy about looking at the female human form. It's nice.

However, some folks take their enjoyment too far, and my inbox on much social media indicates this far too much.

Of course, it's all fun and games until somebody gets hurt...

Anyways, much of my cosplay photos have photos of pretty much all of me, not just my chest. I mostly stopped having photos of myself on facebook with cleavage because some men out there can't understand boundaries, or that a human being with cleavage is also still a human being with thoughts, feelings, etc, let alone even a person.

I'm also not feeling well at all this week. I was sick most of the winter and was feeling better this month until last weekend, when everyone caught some kind of weird virus, like a very bad cold, or something... I hardly feel sexy at all. I feel tired.

But, I'm sure if appreciating the visual beauty of the female form, such as mine, is appealing to you, you of course can search this entire blog, and my Flickr gallery.

I am not, however, a prostitute, and I'm not looking for hook-ups, or lovers, or side pieces. I'm not even single. I'm an artist, like many, many other artists whom are women.

All of the stuff you see here on this blog, and several others, are just other variations of my artistic expressions, of which I am capable of much. This is ART. It's not real. I'm not actually a Pirate. It's cosplay. So, keep that in mind.

The Laws of God, The Laws of Man [Poem] By A. E. Housman

The Laws of God, The Laws of Man

by A. E. Housman (1859-1936)

" I, a stranger and afraid
In a world I never made."

  Weird cryptic, macabre, Edwardian/Victorian poetry....

The laws of God, the laws of man,
He may keep that will and can;
Not I: let God and man decree
Laws for themselves and not for me;
And if my ways are not as theirs
Let them mind their own affairs.
Their deeds I judge and much condemn,
Yet when did I make laws for them?
Please yourselves, say I, and they
Need only look the other way.
But no, they will not; they must still
Wrest their neighbor to their will,
And make me dance as they desire
With jail and gallows and hell-fire.
And how am I to face the odds
Of man’s bedevilment and God’s?
I, a stranger and afraid
In a world I never made.
They will be master, right or wrong;
Though both are foolish, both are strong.
And since, my soul, we cannot fly
To Saturn nor to Mercury,
Keep we must, if keep we can,
These foreign laws of God and man.